Lost and Found__________

My dear you ,it's been quite a while since we've sat ,hand in hand,
vibed onto a starry night.
It has been quite a while your tender fingers have collided against mine.
I still remember how you gazed at me and beamed with pride.
I still remember how you grooved to my hums barefeet, hair open and carefree.
And beauty for you meant something else.My values,my dreams and my resilience.
I wonder what went wrong .
Is it me or you who fell weak?
Against the world so overtly aesthetic.
My darling have I lost you or is it you who have lost me?
Funny how you follow me everywhere ,the wash basins,the dressing room,my selfie screen and yet so distant.
I wish for a moment that spark would reignite by heaven's grace.
I wish to be found ,caressed & embraced by you all over again.

                        

                           -Navamika Chettri.